‘Darker Space’ by Lisa Henry #LGBT #Book #Review

Marc reviews ‘Darker Space’ (Dark Space 2) by Lisa Henry (Published by Loose Id on October 13th 2015, 210 Pages long)

RGR received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

If you read my review of ‘Dark Space‘, the first book in this series, you might realize that I am a huge fan of Brady and Cameron. Especially Brady stole my heart and when I had the chance to meet Lisa Henry at Euro Pride Con in Munich, Germany this year, I continued to gush about how much I loved him. It is rare for one character to really stand out, if you read more than 200 books every year, but his story really touched me. He is very different from me, but I still identify with him strongly. I had no idea, there would be a follow up story to ‘Dark Space’, but given how much book one resonated with me, I needed to read ASAP as soon as I found out. Imagine my surprise when I opened my review copy and found my name in the acknowledgements. I’m humbled that my love for Brady has been immortalized in the book. Thank you Lisa for this great honor and for another amazing story in this universe.

Brady Garrett is back on Earth. He’s living with his partner Cam and they’re raising his sister Lucy together. Life is better than some feral reffo from Kopa has any right to hope, and Brady knows it. He’s even grateful for it, most of the time. He loves Cam, even though he’s afraid that he’s not good enough for him, but he’s still having nightmares about the alien Faceless. 

Cameron Rushton loved being a pilot once, and he still feels the pull of the starlight. He’s building a life with Brady now, and with Lucy. Life is good, even if it’s not without its complications. Both Brady and Cam are dealing with the endless cycle of interviews, tests, and questions that the military hierarchy hopes will reveal the secrets of the aliens who could very easily destroy humanity. They have each other though, and together they’re making it work.

But from out in the black, Kai-Ren is still watching and everything Brady and Cam think they’ve won, they stand to lose all over again.

*****

Review

The Cover: 

The cover image shows Cameron this time around. I’m so glad the author chose to use unique and expressive faces, instead of exchangable, if hot male bodies to represent her main characters in this series. I understand that by not having faces on the cover, the face of the characters are more open to imagination, but there are too many headless torsos on M/M book covers. They blur together. For me, looking at a handsome face that is unique and represents a character works much better. I drooled over Brady on the cover of ‘Dark Space’ and needed a print version of the book because of him and I admire the beaty of Cameron’s highcheekbones, angular face and lush lips. Even without being half-naked, the cover models are attraktive and help me to bring the characters alive in my mind in the way the author imagines them. The space and stars and space station showcase the setting and get the reader in the right mood. I still love to imagine how differently Brady and Cameron look out into space. It tells a lot about who they are as characters.

The Title:

As ‘Dark Space’ turned into ‘Darker Space’ for it’s sequel, I can only hope that we will soon get ‘Darkest Space’ as conclusion of a space trilogy. I know Lisa Henry will only do another book, if she has an idea that needs to be written and thus a sequel becomes neccesary, but I’m trying to send tenatious plot bunnies her way, to make it happen. Fingers Crossed 😀

The Story:

When I finished ‘Dark Space’, I thought I’d never see these characters again, but knew they would remain in my head for a long time. They resonated strongly for me and I knew I wouldn’t easily forget them. I haven’t. When I heard about the sequeel, I was psyched to see them again. The characters are like friends and they so deserved a HEA. I wanted to see them happy and watch them make a life for themselves.

Unfortunately, it’s not quite that easy. The thing I appreciated most about ‘Dark Space’ and Lisa Henry’s writing was how realistic the feelings and situations were. The story is dark and gritty and fullof love, anger, fear and other strong emotions that are portrayed so realistically that no reader will be untouched.

The story may be set in a future that does not exist and will never exist, but it is told in a way that makes me think that it could exist. The focus has never been on new, futuristic technology, but on humanity and for me it has shown a very realistic continuation of our path. If peple were in those same situations, I think it would be possible, if not likely that they would act in a similar way.

That also means that Brady and Cameron don’t just get a magical HEA and everything is perfect now. As Lisa enry has shown us with books like Bliss (Checkout my review of that book HERE), the idea of a perfect human, who is always happy, is the most unrealistic of all.

Even though Brady is on earth now, he is still plagued by nightmares about the Faceless, he still hears their voices in his head and the darkness still presses down upon him and takes away his breath. Even as he is back on earth with his sister and the man he loves, he does not trust in his HEA. The military has demoted him and instead of learning to become a medic, he has to waste his potential. Cameron loves him and his wonderful family welcomes Brady, but while Brady is crippled by fear when he looks into the dark space, Cameron is missing the stars. The freedom of space.

I hoped that Brady would be overcome the fears that seemed to be crippling him, but alas, he was right. Things are not as they seem and do not turn out for the best. As in book one, there is a constant feeling of danger that creates a tense atmosphere. As the story heats up, Brady has to face all his fears to protect and fight for the ones he loves.

It is incredibly effective how Lisa Henry takes us into Brady’s mind and we experience the world as he sees it. It was impossible for me not to fall for him. It is in the moments when the stakes are high and the danger is great and immenent when you realize who a person really is at there core. This book has shown me again who Brady and Cameron are and I love them more than ever.

The Rating: 10/10 Pots of Gold (100% Recommended).

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*****

Excerpts

Some guys are meant to be heroes. I was never one of them.

There was probably never a time in my life when I didn’t want to try to become a better person, while at the same time seeing the sheer fucking impossibility of striving for anything at all, so fuck it, right? Disappointment was always easy enough to get used to, whether it came from my dad’s quiet, rueful smiles, or from that hot, angry place inside me that knew exactly how worthless I was, how pointless, and how I’d never be anything better than the reffo piece of shit I’d been born.

I stole. I lied. I got in fights.

I dropped out of school to look after my baby sister.

Kept stealing and lying and fighting, because even though I wanted to be better, those things had become the pattern of my life. The wanting came late at night, in the quiet moments, in the dark, and the certainty came with it: I could change. I could be better. But all my certainty, all my dreams, were as fragile and ephemeral as moments captured on old photographic negatives, created in the darkness and the quiet. Light and rough handling destroyed them. The daylight killed them.

In the daylight I wanted to be better still—I wanted a better future—but I discovered I had nothing in me but resentment and nowhere to direct it.

My dad’s job in the smelter ate his lungs away, day after day, but I didn’t know that yet.

Stole. Lied. Fought.

Drank.

When I was sixteen, I was conscripted. After four weeks of basic training, I was sent to Defender Three, into the black, to sit and watch for the Faceless. To protect the people back home, except nobody ever said how being cannon fodder for aliens helped anyone at all. The Faceless could rip through our Defenders like they were rice paper if they wanted. If they ever came back.

Then, one day, they did.

First they sent Cameron Rushton, captured years before, as their messenger, harbinger, or whatever. I was his medic, his pacemaker, or whatever. When I touched him, it happened. Suddenly, we shared a heartbeat. We shared our thoughts and our dreams. I saw everything the Faceless ever did to him. More than that, I felt it. Claws sliding down his spine—myspine, as he—I—pulled uselessly at the restraints. Everything they did to him, I shared. I relived it every fucking night.

I still did.

I came up from sleep like from under water, gasping.

I sat bolt upright, shivering in the darkness as the tendrils of the dream slipped away.

More nightmares.

I couldn’t remember the specifics of the dream, but I didn’t have to. Fucking Faceless. Fucking Kai-Ren. My skin crawling as he touched me.

It took a little while for the unease to fade, and then I couldn’t sleep anyway. I lay back down and pulled the sheet up again and watched the blades of the ceiling fan cutting through the night. In the darkness they were hazy, and I didn’t know if I could actually see them at all, or if I only imagined I could. If I squinted, they seemed to stop altogether.

Beside me, Cam dreamed on.

I was still trying to be a better person. For Cam, for us. Still trying, and still falling short by miles. It wasn’t supposed to be so hard, was it? The happy-ever-after bullshit.

I turned my head and looked at the book on my nightstand. It was an old hardcover, the title long ago worn off the cracked spine. The cover was stained. The pages were so worn the edges felt as soft as velvet.

I’d learned to read from that book. It had been my mother’s, when she was a kid. Why she’d kept it, I don’t know, but she’d written her name in the inside cover in uncertain, childish letters: Jessica. Underneath that, separated by a few inches and about twenty years, was my name: Brady. And under my name an uneven scrawl put there by my little sister that was supposed to say Lucy but was mostly just a scribble.

I didn’t remember my mother, not really. Sometimes I imagined I did, but most of the stuff I knew about her didn’t come from my memory, but from what my dad had told me about her. Her dark hair, her crooked smile—both things I’d inherited—and the way she could light up a room just by walking inside. I missed out on that one, I guess. Anyway, she’d died before I could make any memories of her that belonged just to me, so I borrowed my dad’s, and I took the book as well and learned to read by listening to Dad’s voice and following the words along the page.

It was a book of fairy tales.

When I was a kid, I’d loved those stories. Maybe there was something in them that I recognized. Hungry, dirty kids—though never as hungry or dirty as in real life—getting saved by magic, by love, because they were good and clever and brave. They deserved it; they deserved not to be poor.

I got conscripted when I was sixteen, and my dad packed the fairy-tale book in my bag. The book went all the way into the black with me, to Defender Three, where I hardly looked at it, because I didn’t want to get laughed at or have the pages ripped out by some asshole who hated me, but mostly because it hurt so much to think of home and leaving Dad and Lucy behind. And later, when I found out Dad was sick, I hated even thinking of those stories he’d read to me in his gravelly voice, from the book my mother had once held.

Everything in my life then was loss and darkness and fear.

And then there was Cam.

If I were still a kid, maybe I’d say that Cam was like my fairy-tale prince, come to rescue me from my shit life. Except I’d never been good enough or clever enough or brave enough to deserve a handsome prince, and fuck it, life is not a fairy tale. Love isn’t.

I turned my head again to look at Cam’s profile in the darkness.

We weren’t a fairy tale, but he’d saved me all the same, and I was trying my hardest to be the sort of guy he deserved.

Sleep eluded me.

After a while I climbed out of bed and crept through the dark apartment. I checked on my sister, Lucy, first. She was sleeping, curled up in a tight little ball in her bed with her blankets pulled all the way up to her chin. I shut the door quietly and headed back to the kitchen. Lucy’s birthday present was sitting on the kitchen counter, shiny paper gleaming dully in the scant light, loops of ribbon cascading off it. I took my cigarettes from the top of the refrigerator, then slid open the door to the small balcony. I leaned on the railing and smoked, and tried not to look at the stars.

I looked at the city instead, across the road to the apartment buildings that receded down the hill. Most of the windows were black at this late hour, but the city was never truly dark, not like Kopa had been. People like me were still awake, I guess, watching their flickering blue television screens or moving in silhouette across the occasional tiny, illuminated squares of their windows. During the day I could see all the way to the park by the river if I leaned out over the balcony. At night the view was hidden by the darkness.

At the end of the street, on the crest of the hill, a steady stream of headlights swept by.

Cities were bigger once, bigger than anything we had left, but only the smaller ones had survived the coming of the Faceless. That was a long time ago, three generations past, but the Earth still had the scars: huge, empty charnel grounds of twisted metal and concrete, where tens of millions of people had died. A number like that, it isn’t real. You don’t see the faces when there are that many of them. They become less than they ever were. Just a blur. Just a number too big to really visualize. Too big to mourn.

Nobody rebuilt.

How could they?

And why would they?

Those big glowing cities of glass and steel, shining like beacons even in the middle of the night. Whole countries lit up. Whole continents. They were nothing but fucking targets, and the Faceless had burned them off the surface of the planet.

Sometimes I wondered if there was any time when people looked up into the sky and didn’t think about the Faceless. If we ever looked at the stars and weren’t afraid.

If the Faceless came once, they could come again. And all the Defenders hanging in the black couldn’t stop them. The Defenders were just as fragile, just as useless as the treaty that Cam had devised and Kai-Ren had signed.

I flicked my cigarette butt over the railing, watching as it arced through the darkness and landed in a burst of embers three floors down. I lit another one and closed my eyes, and waited to feel tired enough to drag myself back to bed and sleep.

The nightmares had been bad this whole week. They usually were when I was worrying about stuff, even dumb stuff like tomorrow.

The door slid open, and I turned around.

Cam blinked at me. “Brady. You okay?”

“Yeah.”

“I thought you quit,” he said, nodding at the cigarette.

I considered blowing smoke in his face just to be a prick about it. “I’m going to.”

“Okay.” He was obviously too tired to give me the whole lecture. “Just don’t throw your butts in the garden. It pisses off the rental association.”

“Fuck the rental association.”

Cam wiped his eyes. “You won’t say that when we’re living in a box in an alley.”

“I could handle it, city boy.” I turned back to the view.

Cam slid his arms around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder. “I know you could.”

The warmth of his body crept through me. I let the cigarette burn down to my fingers, then flicked it over the railing.

“Brady.” Cam sighed.

“You’re not the boss of me, LT.”

Cam slid one hand under the elastic of my pajama pants, his fingers moving against my abdomen. “Is that so?”

“Jesus,” I said. “If the rental association doesn’t like cigarette butts, I bet they’ll really hate if you jerk me off on the balcony.”

Copyright © Lisa Henry

*****

AuthorBio

:Lisa likes to tell stories, mostly with hot guys and happily ever afters.

Lisa lives in tropical North Queensland, Australia. She doesn’t know why, because she hates the heat, but she suspects she’s too lazy to move. She spends half her time slaving away as a government minion, and the other half plotting her escape.

She attended university at sixteen, not because she was a child prodigy or anything, but because of a mix-up between international school systems early in life. She studied History and English, neither of them very thoroughly.

She shares her house with a long-suffering partner, too many cats, a dog, a green tree frog that swims in the toilet, and as many possums as can break in every night. This is not how she imagined life as a grown-up.

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